More than words can say

As many may know, Cory passed away yesterday afternoon with me by his side. I am looking forward to having him by my side now until we meet again just in a different way. I will always be waiting for this day. I have so much to say, but can't say right now because the words do not come out. Words can not express my feelings. Just know a couple things:

• I love Cory more than anything. This will never change.
• I am so blessed to have such wonderful family and friends to carry me through this.

To all of those who have given SO much to us and continue to, how do I say thanks? Thank you is not sufficient to what people have done. People have been there more than I could have ever imagined possible. I will never be able to express my feelings on how grateful and amazing this has been to me.

Cory, I am so full of joy to know you are out of pain, but my heart will never be the same from the pain. I love you and will miss you more than words can say. Words honestly can not express how deep my feelings are for you.

Please refer to my dear friends blogs to know a little more of my feelings:

http://jadiejadenandjack.blogspot.com/

http://chandaslaughingplace.blogspot.com/

http://www.themightythaynes.blogspot.com/

Bristow Battle (DELAYED FROM SO LONG!)

This is a long time coming.... I have had it up my sleeve for awhile now, here it is, eat your hearts out Alias fans!

Me thinking I am Sydney, thanks Gusti for my cute pict....

All the teams....





Agent Gusti....

Agent Kamille....

Agent Steph...

Agent Audrey

Agent Jenn...

Our bomb...

We are cute!

Q&A

Here are some answers to some questions I have been getting allot lately regarding the benefit:

Am I going to be there? I feel weird being there, so I don't know yet. Cory will not be there though for sure.

Is there a bank that I can give money to if I can't come? Yes, at Wells Fargo there is a charity account called the Cory B Alldredge fund. You can make deposits there or you can mail them to 317 w election rd, draper UT 84020.

Thanks all, we appreciate the support!

Gotta love life....

Cory got a feeding tube on Friday! He has had no muscle spasms from it, which was holding him back from doing this because they are so painful. Yeah! Hopefully this will help him keep up on his nutrition.

Other than that there is really not many changes. Got love life....

If you don't you can watch The Memory Keeper's Daughter. I really felt pretty lucky for my life after seeing this Lifetime TV special presentation this weekend (this is saying allot because I really hate it right now). It is based on a book so many may have read it. Maybe the book is not quite as depressing but the movie was ever so depressing. The peoples lives are so miserable like their whole lives, not just a fraction of it and it is just sad. What can I say it is it depressing. I have to have my happy ending! Needless to say there was no happy beginning, middle nor end, come on!!

He was the only good thing about the whole movie

Judge for yourself, do they look happy to you? Well, this is their faces through the whole movie! I don't think that they ever smiled.

Exibitionist

Hayes stayed 4 days at home this past week, it was wonderful. He was actually really good and I enjoyed him so much.

We went and saw Horton Hears a Who. It was cute, I am not a huge Dr. Seuss fan, but I did enjoy this one. Hayes wanted to leave when he thought Horton was going to fall on the bridge. It was a little intense for him I guess. He had allot of questions, don't know where he got this from.

I was getting dressed and the door rang, Hayes went to get it so I hurried out after I got dressed and asked him if someone was here. He said, "yes it was the delivery man who wanted to know about our garden" (our neighbor was having someone clean up our lawn). I asked him what he told him and he was like, " I told him that you were naked and you couldn't come to the door." Well, okay, what do you say to that? I have been cracking up about it for a couple days now.

Here is Hayes doing his daily shave.

We spent allot of time on http://www.hotwheels.com/ playing computer games. Ya, that is right they have games on hot wheels? Who would have known. My son the computer genius found them. He can navigate the site like it is no body's business. I am quite impressed with his computer skills at such a young age.

You say it's your Birthday?

This is for anyone out there who I love who I will forget your birthday this year. Just don't feel bad because I have forgotten my mom's and step mom's so far.... so anything can happen at this point (Chelsea, your next!) I should win the daughter of the year award don't ya think?

Lunch Benefit

We have received so much help through this whole experience. I can not even began to list the things people have done for us and sacrificed in our behalf. It is truly amazing. Somethings that people have done have really blown me away. I am forever grateful and changed from them. I just want everyone to know how much we appreciate and love you. Here is one of the many examples of service that have been done in our behalf. Our family is holding a lunch benefit for us, here are the details:

PLEASE JOIN US FOR A ONE OR
BOTH OF TWO BENEFIT LUNCHES TO BE HELD ON APRIL 25th & 26th AT MAIN STREET STUDIO ON 1802 SO MAIN STREET SALT LAKE CITY.
Times are 11:00am to 2:00pm both days. We are asking for a donation of $8.00 for lunch and there will be raffle drawings and of course great food.
PLEASE JOIN US IN HELPING THIS FAMILY!
You can call 484-4247 with any questions you have.
SEE YOU THERE!